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好久没有更新这里了。写点什么吧，每次想到还要写一遍英文就懒得动手了。唉唉。其实我是个非常懒的人，更懒得写游记了。写了估计也没人看！幸亏室友的照片还是拍的相当的不错。呵呵。这次西安之行是我和两位室友的毕业旅行，将来有谁要去西安咨询我啊！

Haven’t updated this BLOG for a long time! I’m too lazy to move my fingers each time it occurs to me that I have to write in English. Alas~~ I am a very lazy man indeed. Let alone writing BLOG… There are not many readers either. Anyway, the photos taken by my roomie is fairly good! Hah! It is the graduation trip of my two roomies and me. If there is anyone who wanna go to Xian, you can consult me:)

中文：

我最近非常非常的忙。我记得那天我上午9点离开宿舍晚上12点回到宿舍。几乎没有时间来更新博客。

5月6日是我生日。同时也是我用英语写博客一周年。那天我邀请了几个好朋友去海底捞吃饭。我们玩的挺开心。然后突然一群服务员走上来并围住了我。他们其中一个拿着一个插着蜡烛的水果盘子。并且他们都唱着生日快乐歌。真是个惊喜！另外一个服务员还给了我一个丝绸做的心形香袋。真是太意外了！现在想来仍然挺惊奇他们是如何得知我生日的！真是不敢相信我的第一个生日惊喜居然是来自一个饭馆的陌生人。

地震。有时候我想既然上帝如此强大，为什么不直接让每个人永远幸福快乐就行了？我周围的人在谈论地震的时候看起来挺难过的。我不知道。也许是离北京太远了，我并不是感觉很强烈。我的意思是说，是很糟糕，因为我们的同类正在那里死去。但是我不是太在意。也许下周我也该去捐点钱。但是内心上，我确实不是太在意。

English:

I was very very busy these days. I remember one day I just left dormitory at 9am and came back by 12pm. Hardly did I get time to update this BLOG.

May 6th. was my birthday. And also was an anniversary of my writing BLOG in English. On that day, I invited some of my good friends to have dinner at HaiDiLao. We were happily talking and it was a good time. Then suddenly the waiters and the waitresses were coming forward and gathering around me. And one of them was hold a plate on which there were some fruites and candles. And they were all singing "Happy Birthday". It was really a surprise! Another one of them gave me a heart pendant which are made of silk. It was really a big big surprise! It is still a wonder to me how could they know it was my birthday!? I can't believe my first birthday surprise came from some strangers of a restaurant.

The earthquake. Sometimes it occurs to me if God is so powerful, why doesn't he just let everybody live happily everafter. People around looked sad when they were talking about the big earthquake. I don't know. Maybe it is just far away from Beijing, I don't feel that strongly. I mean, it's bad, because people who are like us are dying out there. But I don't really that care. Maybe next week I should donate some money too, but deep down I don't really give a shit.

中文：

“时间就像是乳沟。只要越挤总是有的。”这个笑话着实让我大笑了一番，虽然我至今还没有任何机会挤人的乳房。但是我们为什么要挤呢？挤出来的时间用来干什么？我们活着为了什么？

“我们的人生为了什么？”我问我的室友ACME。他说：“不为什么。人生就像是一次旅行。你只要享受过程就可以了。你所要做的只是让路边的风景更加美丽。”是啊。他说的很有道理。这让我想起了以前室友Vic的话。“我的人生就是为了成为宇宙之王。世界上所有人都会永远记住我的名字。”我把他的话当作一个比喻。他真正想说的估计是“我想成名”之类的。

我这学期在找做实习，虽然我至今还没有找到。上个礼拜我从VMware得到第一个面试。我遇到了一个很牛的中年女性部门主管。她看起来如此的普通，以至于当她告诉我她毕业于斯坦福并在硅谷工作了十年，我都难以置信。这让我当时感觉十分渺小。我比她差太多了。当我到她那个年纪的时候我会是什么样？比她牛？跟她差不多？还是差太多了？我以前对自己是如此自信，但是当她问我：“你的口语足够好么？”我疑惑了。我本想说：“那当然！试试我！”但我迟疑了。我没有足够的自信在一个在美国待了几十年的人面前说英语。

我们活着为了什么呢？我想每个人都有自己的答案。我的答案还不确定。但我想大概应该是：“做我自己。自信。我不需要成为任何人。有一天我也能有杰出的成就。”我向上帝发誓，如果再给我一次机会，我会说英语的，虽然我还是觉得在这样一个牛人面前说英语一定会让自己看起来像白痴。

English:

"Time is like the hollow between a woman's breasts. You can see their existence as long as you push hard. " This joke makes me laugh really bad though I haven't got any chance to push anyone's breasts. But why do we push? What do we do with the the saved time? What do we live for?

"What is the destiny of our life?" I asked my roomie ACME. He said:" Nothing. Life is like a journey. You just enjoy the process of it. What you have to do is to make the side view more beautiful." Oh. He did make a lot of sense. This reminded me of what my old roomie Vic said. "The destiny of my life is to be the king of the universe. And everybody in the wide world will stilll remember my name after centuries. " I thought it was a figure of speech. What he really wanted to say is something like: " I want to be famous".

I was looking for some intern job this semester, though I still haven't got any yet. Last week, I got my first interview from VMware. I met this very tough middle-aged woman who is the manager of the department. She looked so common that when she told me that she graduated from Stanford and had worked in Silicon Valley for decades, I could hardly believe her. It really made me feel small. I am far less tough than her. How would I look when I were in her age? Better than her? As good as her? Or far not as good as her? I used to be very confident of my self, but when she asked me:" Is your oral English good enough?", I wondered. I wanted to say:" Of couse! Try me!" But I hesitated. I didn't have enough confidence to speak English in front of a woman who lived in American for decades.

So, what do we live for? I think everybody will has his own answer. My answer is not definite. But I think it should be something like: " Be myself. And have faith. I don't have to be anybody else. One day, I can do extraordiary myself. " I swear to God, if I were given a second chance, I would speak in ENGLISH, even though I still think I would make myself like a fool to speek English in front of such a tough woman.

中文：

很长时间没有更新我的BLOG了甚至都忘了怎么写了：）在《越狱》里面，迈克·斯科菲尔德曾经说过：“欲改变世界，先改变自己。”是啊，这句话在我看来挺有道理的。我相信在多数人的眼中，我是一个性格温和的人，好好先生。提起我，我猜大多数我的朋友会说：“哦，×××，这人很好琢磨。”

大约一个月前我回家过春节，我想给家里一点小小的惊喜。我新带了一副自以为酷的眼镜。我把头发稍微搞长了一点并带点韩国味。我为我的父母带去了我重来没有准备过的礼物。我甚至比预期提早一天回到了家。我认为自己已经做了挺多改变的了，可是结果我的父母，七大姑八大姨，兄弟姐妹，好像都拿这些挺正常的。天，我还甚至担心他们会不会接受不了呢。

最后我想通了。对所有人来说，这确实正常！是我自己太落伍了，总是观念陈旧。也许尝试“新我”是个不错的注意。并不需要脱胎换骨，但是每天能够超越自己就好。

顺便说一句，从今天起，我会更新我的BLOG更勤一些。我会随意讲一些我所见所闻所经历的故事。

English:

Haven't updated my BLOG for so long a time that I even start to forget how to write:) In Prison Break, Michael Scofield ever said:" Be the change you want to see in the world." Yeah, it does make a lot of sense to me. I  believe in most people's eyes, I am a nice-tempered guy, always trying to be good to everybody. Mention me, I believe most of my friends would say:" Oh, ***, so predictable. "

I went back home about a month ago  to take my vocation of spring festival and I tried to give my famlity a little surprise. I wore a new pair of glasses which I thought were cool. I made my hair a little longer and a little korean-styled. I bought some presents with me for my parents, which I'd  never done before. I even reached home one day earlier than the day I was supposed to arrive. I thoght I'd made a lot of changes, but it turned out that my parents, my uncles, my aunts, my brothers, my sisters, everyone took them quite normal. God, I was even worried about if it was too big a surprise for them to accept.

Finally I figured this out. It WAS normal, to everybody! It was me who was out-fashioned and thought everything in stereotype. Maybe it is a good idea to try to be a new-me. It don't have to be brand-new. But everyday just try to outdo myself a little bit.

By the way, from today on, I will try to update my BLOG more frequently. I'll casually tell stories that I heard, I saw, or I was through.

前些日子我室友搜出来的片子。我当时看了一眼，觉得画面很老，就说：“这什么破片啊？”他说：“这你都没看过？你听主题曲一定能想起来。”“是吗？”我一听，真的非常熟悉，虽然现在只记得“英雄出少年”这一句歌词了，但是确实是小时候最喜爱的武侠之一。歌词太经典了，剧情也经典，忍不住去优酷看了一遍，又忍不住写成BLOG和大家分享。这次就不用英语了，用英语来写这些中华的经典武侠实在是太煞风景了，就当“本座”食言一次好了。哈哈。有兴趣的话大家也可以去看看，先在百度搜“优酷”，再在“优酷”搜“金剑雕翎”就行了。

和我差不多年龄的人应该还能对画面中的这些人物有点印象吧。

萧翎，从不懂事的小孩到一代大侠，几乎是我那个时代的所有小孩曾经幻象成为的英雄。萧翎的人品超好，为我所敬佩。别人以诚待己，自己也以诚相待，还不算什么；难能可贵的是沈木风屡次三番加害萧翎，萧翎每次依然待他以诚，给他改过自新的机会。其中有一段萧翎和他两个“结义兄弟”间的对话——

周兆龙：“萧翎，你别让人笑掉了大牙了。武林中人人是利字当先，利之所在，‘义’字退位。更何况你我三人那种结义，根本就是沈木风要想杀你，而希望你因此毫无戒心的一种手段而已。”

萧翎：“真是这样么，大哥？”

沈木风：“你何必这样还问我。相信是还是不是你心中也早已有数了。”

萧翎：“我知道，其实我心里一直都知道。但是我萧翎宁信圣贤书中‘兄长如父’之训示。心想，既然与两位大哥结义，致死就应该守誓如初。”

好一个“我萧翎宁信圣贤书中‘兄长如父’之训示”。只是在当今这个人人力求自身利益最大化的世界上这种重情重义的“傻子”实在少的可怜。唉。

岳小钗，漂亮、聪明、善良，还温柔体贴、善解人意。大多数男人心目中的完美女人。最难得的是居然事事必为他人着想，甚至对敌人亦是如此。最大的缺点是没有缺点，世上真的存在这种女人？有一段她和之前一直试图擒她的蓝玉堂之间的对话——

蓝玉堂：“为什么？为什么你还要救我？”

岳小钗：“人与人之间的相处，不完全是厉害相结的。不是吗？”递给蓝玉堂一枚丹药，“服下它。相信你不会怀疑它不是伤药吧。”

蓝玉堂叹了一口气，服下：“记住，蓝玉堂欠你一次救命之情。”

岳小钗：“我不会记得的。就算你我下次再度为敌，你仍然可以对我尽施手段。至于我呢……”

蓝玉堂：“如何？”

岳小钗：“说不定为了自保，只好跟你全力一搏了。”

蓝玉堂一笑：“那又何必呢。为什么不现在就杀了我，以免后患？”

岳小钗：“那倒不然。说不定将来你我不再成为仇人呢？”

蓝玉堂又笑：“很难。”

岳小钗一笑：“我知道。虽然只有那么一丝小小的希望，何妨一赌。”

岳小钗真是和萧翎一对活宝。“何妨一赌”，纵然知道赌的可能是自己的身家性命，为了一个敌人的性命，还是愿意一赌。

百里冰，古怪、精灵、可爱，爱耍小脾气，对萧翎却是一片痴情。我还是比较喜欢这种类型，跟这种女人在一起永远不会闷。有一段挺好玩的——

看到百里冰，萧翎：“百里冰！”

百里冰转身欲走：“冤家。哼！”

看到唐娟，萧翎：“唐姑娘！”

百里冰停步回头看唐娟：“你也认识他？”

唐娟：“岂止认识？他可害得我姐姐唐佳差点为他殉情。”

对着萧翎，眼光鄙夷，百里冰：“哼！大情圣，西莫狂沙、长江的怒涛也难抵挡的住你盖世的风流吧！”

萧翎一脸无奈：“好！我认了！”意欲离去。

唐娟拿剑挡住：“站住！”

萧翎推剑离去：“莫名奇妙！”

百里冰看着萧翎的背影：“萧翎！哼！该死的萧翎！”

唐娟：“可恶的萧翎！我不杀你誓不甘休！”

百里冰转头对唐娟：“你敢！”

唐娟疑惑：“你不也说他该死么？”

百里冰：“我……”

唐娟：“请问姑娘跟萧翎的关系是……”

百里冰：“不知道！”快步离去。

唐娟疑惑自言自语：“这个姑娘的脾气好奇怪啊……”

好个外刚内柔的姑娘，赌气要杀萧翎，却不允许别人杀。这扭头一句“你敢！”真情流露，真是可爱至极。

蓝玉堂，冷酷、机智、孤僻，内心深处却也埋着侠义与爱，是我心目中真正的男人的样子。其中有一段蓝玉堂与武功高绝的三笑神君间的对话——

蓝玉堂：“师祖爷，他是本座的属下。”

三笑神君：“本座？你对谁自称本座！？”

蓝玉堂：“本座乃七海连环岛的少君主。碍于我舅舅的面子上，尊称你一声师祖爷。但望你也能知宽容，否则……”

三笑神君：“否则？否则怎么样！？”

蓝玉堂：“我也未必怕你。”

面对连自己的舅舅沈木风都得叫师祖、杀人成性的三笑神君，当真是不卑不亢。要是换了沈木风、宇文寒涛这种小人，怎肯为区区两个卑微的属下就去招惹比自己厉害好几倍的人。遇到受伤或不会武功的人不愿欺之，面对强手又毫不卑躬屈膝，可称得上大侠！

大块的吃肉，大口的喝酒，笑傲江湖，快意恩仇。我虽不再是当年那个整天幻象能够高来高去、仗剑行侠的小P孩了，可“豪气干云天，哪怕世道人心险”的那种侠客精神，至今深入我心。我小的时候因为淘气，经常受长辈的训教，被骂“不懂事”，所以经常想，大人们真好，懂事，互相之间从不打架。现在我自己也是“大人”了，真是好笑，想来大人们大多都是在装B罢了。很多人自命成熟，在我看来，年纪大了，失去了那份“侠义”，反远不如小孩！嘿嘿。我知道像萧翎那样的人在现实中不会像在小说里那样左右逢源，最后功成名就、赢得美人归。但是总归还是有傻子会去效仿这种侠义精神。